Precious Life, continues.
It's been a bit since I've been able to sit down and talk more about this. That's ok. God knows it takes forever and a day to get through my thick skull!!!! (Strength and Weakness)
Today, I joined a support group for women who've had miscarriages.
Wow! That was a humbling thing for me to say, LET ALONE do!!!!! I know, I know!!! The whole pride thing... I'd figured that only weak people needed support from other people... And think!!! I'd even BLOGGED ON HERE about needing someone... I'm so dumb sometimes!!!
Tonight, I actually asked the people from house church to pray for me, for healing from having lost a child. I asked. Hmm. Don't ask for ANYTHING, let alone for prayer for a weakness in my life. And I asked my family, the very ones who could hurt me the most with this information.
Why did I ask, then? Because I know these are my family, and I know they won't betray me. They have something in them that makes it so they CAN'T betray me... My Father. He guards me. He protects me. And He is healing me... Through my family.
There's so much more to this. And I'm getting there. I'll be different, but I'll be there.
Yeah, I'm rambling, so I'll leave it at that.

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